The Worst Blizzard in New Jersey's History (and by "worst", I mean most pathetic).

     Yesterday, in the mid-afternoon, I left from work early and carefully drove over to the local major hardware store in search of the one most necessary item for Storm Juno survival: the snow shovel. Upon making it into the store through the quickly falling snow and semi-strong wind (and passing by the signs warning the rationing of certain supplies), I timidly walked to the customer service counter to make my request. I was kindly informed that the store was completely sold out of snow shovels, so being the mature and highly functioning twenty-five year old that I am, I made it back inside my vehicle, called a family member and wept about my failure to own this one tool I apparently so desperately needed. Family members quickly promised to come to my aide post-storm and assist in the inevitable hours long digging out of my car from the side of the street- that is, if we would even be able to locate my car under the mountains  and mountains of snowfall headed our way.
     With the comforting promises of help from family, I started to settle in and relax for the evening. I figured Hulu, Netflix and some hot soup would make the perfect evening as I waited for the worst of the storm to arrive. I then made the awful mistake of checking my Twitter feed, only to discover that the governor (with whom I normally am rather contented) was rapidly tweeting out apocalyptic type precautions such as "get out your battery-powered radio"...as if the New Jerseyians who are on Twitter are old enough to still be buying those...Anyway, I went to bed last night feeling a bit anxious, but still retaining my excitement for the tucked-in snow day approaching.
     After spending most of the morning reading, eating, and planning my day, I decided to gear up and brave the low temps for a walk to survey the damage this storm of epic proportions had no doubt brought upon my lovely town snuggled in the suburbs of Manhattan. Below are the photographs I was able to capture....

  My car, thankfully, seems to have survived the worst of it...

                    Not today, Mr.Snowman...not today.

    The semi snow-covered roofs threatened cave-in...

Massive amounts of salt roughly in the shape of Australia were needed to remove the dangerous ice build-up on sidewalks...

Only the most modern methods of sidewalk safety were employed for this historic catastrophy...

                     Business owners slaved for hours to free their shops...

                   
              The most heartbreaking damage was to local nature...

            

                     Hang in there, buddy...

                     Building fire escapes faced irreversible destruction...

       

Westfield residents will spend months recovering from the damage caused by the overnight gusting wind...

            Some feared international intervention would be our only hope for true recovery...

  
Will this town ever feel a sense of normalcy again?

              All we can do is hope...and cook...

Book Review: Jesus is Better Than You Imagined (He really, really is though...)

     What you are about to read is essentially the first book report I have ever written that is not a result of a school assignment, but rather the result of a self-motivated desire to write on something about which I find the workings of my mind turning in thoughts of awakening, new life and new wonder towards the One I call my Savior and my God. The book I will be reviewing today is called Jesus is Better Than You Imagined and it was authored by Jonathan Merritt about whom I wrote a few lines of applause for two blog posts before this one. I have been following Jonathan on twitter for about two years now (or maybe even a little longer than that). I began reading Jonathan’s news articles, which he writes for Religion News Service as the result of a friend sending one of his my way. I was attracted to Jonathan’s writings for his moderate and reasonable, but still distinctively Christian perspective on news/current cultural issues (how refreshing and unique!).

    
      When he started tweeting about an upcoming book on faith he was writing, I was so excited to read it. For reasons none other than laziness, business and financial tightness at the time of its release, I sort of let my feet drag on actually purchasing the book, but still kept it on my ever growing “to read” list until I finally asked for it for Christmas. On Christmas day, I was so excited to receive the book that I immediately opened it up and consequently found myself loving it from the first page. This book is one for those who want their faith to reach beyond the weekend church routine, beyond the rigidness of man-made religion and straight into a very real life journey with a very real God with a very real purpose for every breath breathed on earth and into eternity.

     

      As I had previously suspected, Jonathan and I lived very similar childhoods in regards to religious experience. We are both from strong Christian families who struggled through the 1980/90s conservative movements that have left many an individual burnt to the crisp by legalism and less-than-grace-filled judgment inside the very churches who claimed to be sharing the love of Jesus with the world. Jonathan’s personality shines through here in a way that makes his accusations feel somewhat lighthearted and more as calls to reasonableness for the average Protestant church, and less as strong condemning thoughts towards the Church, but while still certainly retaining enough of a sting to point out the true and uncomfortable obviousness of the multiple centuries-old problem of Pharisaical behavior amongst Christians. After reading only a few pages, I had to send Jonathan a message quickly telling him that he had me from “burgundy carpet” (and when you read the book, you’ll surely be laughing too). While Jonathan absolutely makes some excellent points on the issue of legalism that many the every-Sunday church goer and indeed many church leaders should examine within their own hearts, this is actually not at all a book about tearing down nor insulting organized traditional religion, but rather it is an invitation to encounter a God who wants to breathe new life straight through the walls of the world, the individual heart and yea, the walls of your local church too. If you have been a Christian for a long time (or if you are very familiar with Christian teachings), then while reading this book, Jonathan will have your thoughts spinning on what is Truth from Scripture versus what very well may be made up tradition.

     

      Even with all the overdue and well worded points on the gross misconduct of modern day American churches, Jonathan still asserts that this spiritual gathering community is what we as Christians are called to participate in and grow in even amidst all the failures and shortcomings. The Bible has made it clear that the Church is the Bride of Christ and is definitely a vital part of the Christian journey, so I would fully agree that we must stay faithful and trust God to sort out the problems and misinterpretations. He is Sovereign and He will grow His true Church even when there's much wrong mixed in with the right.     

     

     A large portion of the book Jesus is Better Than You Imagined is dedicated to encouraging and reminding the reader that there exists a God worth discovering outside the limits of religious tradition, legalism and even systematic theology. Why do we think the miraculous God of the Bible stopped being miraculous the second the authors laid down their pens? The God who created the universe is not done creating new life and revealing truth in the midst of a sin-scarred world. Jonathan shares even from his own personal sufferings as a child and how the journey of healing has enabled him to pour out God's grace upon an equally suffering world. Reading his story inspired me to think of how I can share parts of my own story in the future in order to love others with the love of Jesus and point them to His arms- the ultimate and only place of true healing. Jonathan also speaks of those dark periods in a sincere spiritual pursuit where God seems to fall silent or back away out the door. The times where we can't see Him or hear Him and circumstances seem bleak and miserable. I won't give away Jonathan's words for those times, but I will say that I read them on exactly a dark night as such when I needed them. God never leaves us, but if it is a true relationship we pursue with the Almighty, He will lead in higher and wiser ways than what our souls may hope for or enjoy. He is still good. He is still there and He will break through the darkness on His time table, not ours.

    

     Jesus is Better Than You Imagined directly echoed my own personal journey of going deeper into faith that God has been leading me on for about ten years now. My own journey began during my teenage and college years when I started to question widespread “Christian” rules with which I could never fully bring myself to sign on the dotted line of agreement. For example, I never really understood the concept of being forced to dress up for Sunday morning. If God accepts me as I am, why does it matter if I have fancy clothes on or not? If He accepts the vagabonds and outcasts, why do I have to measure up to some arbitrary rule not actually found in Scripture? Don't we dress up for work and school and life in the world because man looks on the outside instead of looking inside us at the heart like God does? These blaring contradictions made no sense to me and left me frustrated and not able to embrace church fully or ever feel fully myself. I wasn’t able to just breathe in God’s truth and love and be transformed by grace. Nowadays, I don't think God cares if I wear stockings and a skirt or jeans and a sweatshirt on Sunday. I now know God loves me the same amount when all I accomplish on a Sunday morning is just getting out of bed and showing up on time to church because He knows how difficult this task alone can be for me. Nevertheless, back in my childhood and early teenage years all this rule-culture did was imbed in me a deep pathway of constantly having to ensure my own self-righteousness while strictly judging all others according to man-made standards.

     

      Around this same time I began to suffer from strong anxiety for which there was no evident physical cause. A few doctor visits into it, my very secular pediatrician very determinedly told me that because I was a Christian, I needed to begin each day by handing the day over to God and telling Him of my dependence upon Him (talk about God showing up in surprising places). Also around the same time, or perhaps shortly after this, I began discovering  the books of Narnia and other writings by C.S. Lewis and J.R.R. Tolkien and slowly found the door of faith swinging open to a much bigger Deity fully of love and reasonable sense and never ending, far reaching grace. God suddenly moved from Someone I knew from a distance to Someone I walked with daily as my faith became my own. I learned not to care about the disapproving voices of legalism scorched into my brain. I discovered that true life is right here and right now. During this period of new growth, I read one book after another with pages spilling over with the truth of the Grace story- of God's true love for humanity.

    

      A couple years after this time of newness of life, God showed up even stronger and broke me to pieces so many times through family issues and personal heartbreak in painful, but sovereignly ordained ways so that I would learn to find Him the only One capable of picking up the pieces and putting me back together anew for an adventure of learning to let Him take over and lead. Over the past ten years, God has consistently revealed to me His eternity-sized love for those who accept His grace offered at the cross of Jesus and follow Him with their hearts. Even today, God is still leading my life in the very real way of causing me to wait on Him to fulfill certain spiritual and life desires He has placed inside me. I am not naturally one to sit still and I am not afraid of causing drastic change (nor do I regret for one second any of my life experiences because they have all so clearly been filled with God’s guidance); but now I am beginning to learn to still myself and wait on God to take the lead wholly as I attempt to faithfully follow Jesus Christ each day.

     Many of the truths I have learned over the past ten years were so closely related with the lessons Jonathan has written about in Jesus is Better Than You Imagined. It seems he has also discovered that Christianity has far more to do with the heart-fruits of the Spirit and far less to do with external rules. If the inside is being made new daily by a holy God, surely, He'll teach the outside how to love Him and serve others as well with real truths from the Scriptures and not legalistic nonsense. The Bible calls not for do’s and don'ts, but actually for much, much more- your whole life laid down and dead. It's a resurrection to a new life on a journey you couldn't have imagined with a God whose grace is bigger, deeper and longer-lasting than you ever could have dreamed. The one true God is a God who doesn't expect you to reform yourself while being filled with constant anxiety over getting things just right, but a God that says "I've already paid the price for your sin, your shortcomings and even your very life. Now follow Me and I will do the work as My Holy Spirit changes your heart and My love breathes into you right out of your body into the world around you. It will cost you everything, but you can't earn it on your own because it is a gift. Even the freedom to surrender and have a relationship with Me is a part of the gift."

     

      Jesus does not call us to be perfect before we can approach Him, but rather He has already traveled right to our broken selves and offered His own blood to heal our mess. If those He used in the Bible were met in their mess and then served God in miraculous ways, even in the midst of their own brokenness and during their spiritual transformations, then we must believe that God is still in the work of healing the broken and using the imperfect to point to His perfect love for the world. Jesus is Better Than You Imagined will teach you that God really is love and He really is chasing us down with a burning passion because He wants each of us, every part and all of us. I want the God of the Bible for all my days. "He calls us not to a destination but to a lifelong posture whereby we live aware, peering around every corner knowing that God may be waiting there." (pg. 180 of Jesus is Better Than You Imagined). Jonathan’s writing invites us to the true journey of faith where God takes over, turns our thoughts (and quite often all of our life plans) upside down and builds us anew as we are continuously overwhelmed by His awesome grace and work both in our hearts and in the world around us. I encourage you in this midwinter to get your own copy of Jesus is Better Than You Imagined and take a page from the life of Jonathan Merritt who has simply, but bravely, asked God to show up in a brand new and very real way in life. Actually, I challenge you to begin the journey on which you’ll discover that Jesus really, really is more than you imagined.